Have you ever been so depressed or discouraged about something that you lost all desire for the things you once enjoyed? That is where I am at right now. Even on the off chance that things somehow work out in the end I just don’t think I will have the where with all to continue blogging. I’ve lost something dear to me and it’s all due to a verbal misunderstanding.
Sometimes guys, it’s not what you say but how you say it. Be careful. What does this mean? I’m not sure. There are close to 30 scheduled posts composed and ready to go, including (Poetic License, Dinner Party and the two meme posts in the making), there are guest bloggers that I would still love to have guesting for me. Also, I am supposed to be doing a collaborative effort with Cherlyn in the near future. I still will do that but it will only be posted on her blog. I have not decided yet, but I might continue leaving comments on your blogs. I’m just not really sure what direction I will take.
If I do decide to stop blogging or at least take a seriously long hiatus, I will need someone to take over First Class Blogger Award, Flavor Internationale and perhaps if someone doesn’t mind, take over this blog as well. There is also the matter of my new sister, Anne. We keep in contact by email so there should not be a problem with that respect, however, I would love for you guys to continue to encourage her and show her love after she gets out of the institution.
I have not come to a definitive conclusion but I wanted you guys, both my new friends and old, to be aware of what is going on with my life. I’ve shared so many other personal things, I might as well share this too. As always I wanted to be open and honest in my posts. I am a very unhappy guy and yes of course it involves April. I put my foot in my mouth and there is nothing I have been able to do to remove it. Even if she forgives me for the things I said, I fear things will never be the same again. I hope to be proven wrong but only God knows. As of right now it looks like I lost my best friend.
Sorry so somber.